Thursday, July 30, 2009

No Job Fo Joe,Permenent Place For HIV-AIDs Gatherings

So ya i didn't get the job i applied for in Toronto but that does not surprise me,as i knew i had blown my interview with the transportation question...like how was i supposed to get back n forth...bus or hitch a ride doesn't sound solid enough or something that you can afford to count on.That's really too bad as i was really hoping to get this position.Guess it was not meant to be after all right folks...the other position i applied for i haven't heard anything back so That's a right off as well.Dam,getting back into the workforce is alot harder then i thought.Well looks like its back to school for this guy....

Now that i am Little down i may as well talk about the HIV-AIDs Candle light Memorial.We do not have any place here in sudbury to hold these each yr. and so its always a dif place.I am hoping to get 1 created here in sudsbury so we can have a place to hold this event each yr. & to write down the names of all the peoples that have died in sudbury from HIV-AIDs & related causes such as cancer.A giant red ribbon perhaps...not sure but we should have a place like this along time ago now.Access Aids Sudbury should have its own building & not be paying rent for yrs.Better to be paying for a Morgage then to just be paying rent.I wish i could do the same...hard to get anything done though when your alone.I guess i am just going to try going back and doing some upgrading for now...a busy guy is a healthy guy...k well i hope you all have a great summer.Its been an other cool 1 this yr here in sudbury.Peace n love not wars n walls eh folks!!!

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

CAHR Conference in VANCOUVER Here I Come!!!

So yes i am going to this conf to co-facilitate the HIV Research Cafe that is going to be held at some point during this conf. from April 22 to 26 return the 29!I cannot wait as this will be a very exciting trip for me as i havent been out to BC this will def be an adventure to remember for sure!!!The Recent leadership alumni gathering was also a great success & i am very greatfull to Thomas Egdorf & the Ont Aids Network for this chance to attend & be apart of a great gathering of like minded peoples trying to effect positive change here in Canada!!!PEACE N LOVE NOT WARS N WALLS EH FOLKS!!!

Monday, March 30, 2009

We Are Spiritual Being's on a Human Journey Not Human being's on a spiritual Journey!!!

So the recent leadership Alumni conf was held & was another great success.This is offset by the fact that i did NOT get the scholership to attend Vancouver to help co-facilitate a HIV Research Cafe..having facilitated 3 now i have a better understanding of the concept & why shelly finds it so importent to bring this to more peoples & places.So i am going to facilitator 3 this weekend which will leave me only 1 session left to go before having completed all training offered by the OAN.As i tried to do my best in promoting this little tidbit of info that happens to be so very true,as i found this out inside after being touched by the spirit.No words can describe the overwhelming love,compassion & peace that overwhelmed me that day while waiting to be transfered back to the range.The fact that we are indeed spiritual beings popped into my head & i have been saying this fact for awhile now.Well i bid u all a great day & a good night GODBLESS Folks!!!PEACE N LOVE NOT WARS N WALLS EH FOLKS!!! JAMES JC GOUGH

Saturday, March 28, 2009

HIV-AIDs Front Lines of Attack!!!

Great we are now starting another front line of attack against HIV-AIDS!!!

Friday, March 20, 2009

Economy Stressing Many-Overwhelming Kids =20/20 Review By James JC Gough

I watched 20/20 tonight & it had a bunch of high-school kids that posted a video called R U Listening on You-Tube.Turnes out the president was listening & stepped in to help...Wow i think...but what about all the dyeing kids over in Africa each & every hour,second-YES SECOND's!UNIVERSAL TESTING & TREATMENT MUST BE INIATED ASAP!!!

As i leave for T.O. next week i will be very busy the whole time down there.I started my presnttation all over again from scratch only to have it all disappear on me!I hate that when that happens(more then a few times now) i am guesing i will finally have to take a course after all if i ever want to truly master these machines...well folks peace love & happiness to you all,& have a great day eh!

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

,HIV Support Group Sudbury is Morphing Into a Social Group

So ya as allot of PHA's are more stable the support group is no longer needed-no PHA's attending is the reason for the upcoming changes.I think a skill's building & social group would be more productive & helpfull to PHA's living here in Northern Ont.Too bad we don't have the services that Toronto has for HIV+ folks...someday maybe...So Opening Door's is gone for another yr.This yr we received allot of information on medical pot-Its just too bad that the ONLY specialist we have does not believe in prescribing pot for persons with HIV-AIDs.Maybe 1 day we can get that fixed & PHA's living in the north wont have to suffer needlessly.Well the Leadership Alumni Meeting is coming up next week & i will be presenting on saturday afternoon for the first time!I call it "Creating New Front Lines of Attack on HIV-AIDs Blogs,Vlogs & Video's 2!``it`s aimed at PLWHA`s to get them to break their silence & to start talking about HIV-AIDs,creating websites & web pages will bring more education & awareness to the www.I think this is a medium that is under-used by PHA`s & more monies should be added to keep educating folks on HIV issues & concerns.As for myself i would personally like to Thank one THOMAS EGDORF for his wonderful dream & i hope his program takes off & goes National as it is a great way to encourage & empower PHA`s...The trouble is when we get back to our cities & try to engage our ASO`s many times we face rejection & ridicule...but we must not let that get us depressed or down.If we keep our trust in GOD & Jesus Christ then we have nothing to worry about do we...well it was a great ride support groûp suds & i would also like to thank those that joined this site...this will remain here for PHA`s to add blogs or pictures or just to VENT Little=its cool & its welcomed eh!PEACE N LOVE NOT WARS N WALLS EH FOLK'S!

,HIV Support Group Sudbury is Morphing Into a Social Group

So ya as allot of PHA's are more stable the support group is no longer needed-no PHA's attending is the reason for the upcoming changes.I think a skill's building & social group would be more productive & helpfull to PHA's living here in Northern Ont.Too bad we don't have the services that Toronto has for HIV+ folks...someday maybe...So Opening Door's is gone for another yr.This yr we received allot of information on medical pot-Its just too bad that the ONLY specialist we have does not believe in prescribing pot for persons with HIV-AIDs.Maybe 1 day we can get that fixed & PHA's living in the north wont have to suffer needlessly.Well the Leadership Alumni Meeting is coming up next week & i will be presenting on saturday afternoon for the first time!I call it "Creating New Front Lines of Attack on HIV-AIDs Blogs,Vlogs & Video's 2!``it`s aimed at PLWHA`s to get them to break their silence & to start talking about HIV-AIDs,creating websites & web pages will bring more education & awareness to the www.I think this is a medium that is under-used by PHA`s & more monies should be added to keep educating folks on HIV issues & concerns.As for myself i would personally like to Thank one THOMAS EGDORF for his wonderful dream & i hope his program takes off & goes National as it is a great way to encourage & empower PHA`s...The trouble is when we get back to our cities & try to engage our ASO`s many times we face rejection & ridicule...but we must not let that get us depressed or down.If we keep our trust in GOD & Jesus Christ then we have nothing to worry about do we...well it was a great ride support groûp suds & i would also like to thank those that joined this site...this will remain here for PHA`s to add blogs or pictures or just to VENT Little=its cool & its welcomed eh!PEACE N LOVE NOT WARS N WALLS EH FOLK'S!

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Leadership Training a Must For PHA's in Ont.

LEADERSHIP TRAINING A MUST FOR PHA'S In ONTARIO!!!I am now 5 yrs clean from coke.heroin&speed...i do admit to eating & vaporizing weed though as it helps alot with the HIV & program,first dreamt & started -up by Thomas Egdorf,has been a major factor in my keeping clean for this length of time.if 10 yrs ago someone would have told me that my peer mentors & chosen hero`s would be gay,i woulda said u were crazy!Its true though.I have met some of the most amazing warrior`s,each one special & unique,but all sharing the same bond-HIV-AID`s.This program teaches you tools to deal with situations & events in life,& i highly recommend this program to all peoples that are HIV+ & live in the Ontario region(hopefully this will go nation wide)& more PHA`s will become empowered to create the changes we need to happen in our ASO`s...Who better to help those with HIV then those that live with it...its time the GIPA Principles were followed here in Ont.Break the silence & join the leadership program toay!It may save your life too!james jc gough,PHA HIV-AIDs education & awareness speaker for access aids sudbury.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Today is a Historic Day-Restored Hope For The World

Today the USA restored hope world-wide.Not only US peoples were watching the swearing in ceremony(of which 2 million folks were present)The rest of the planet watched as well.Records were broken today...with the amount of folks attending the swearing in ceremony & the amount of folks watching-records are sure to be set.This is indeed an exciting time to be alive regardless of race,colour or creed...what Obama has shown us is that anything is indeed possible & that if you work hard enough you will succeed.My thanks to the Ont Aids Network-one Thomas Egdorf Warrior extraordinaire & Steve darn forgot his last name ...sorry steve i am not good with names as u can see!!!Well folks,i thank U all,& pray that PEACE,LOVE & HAPPINESS OVERCOME EACH & EVERYONE OF YOU THAT READS THIS BLOG!

Thursday, January 08, 2009

In Aknowledging Death We Affirm Life-Musing's of a Recovering Addict

So as a PLWHA that has lost many family & friends in his life's journey,i have recently been invited to attend a workshop on multiple death-coping with loss & the grieveing process.This is something that i have alot of personal experience in,as i have lost my dad,brother,grampa,daughter,mother,aunt & too many friends,ex girlfriends to OD's,various diseases-cancer & aids being the main ones.I am sure i will learn about the dyeing process the more i live.So many folks have been killed in the name of GOD-religeous persicution =inquisition.Man has now devised ways to kill off whole cities of men,or to drop a bomb down the chimney of a building.Man's inhumanity to his fellow man never ceases to amaze & sicken me.Africans killing africans because they are from a differing tribe-genocide.The list is endless really... religeon teach PEACE & LOVE &FORGIVENESS?Than Y all this WAR?Isreal is attacking UN positions at the time of this writing...now missles from lebenon fall upon that country...opening a 2 front.R the Isreali's going to invade their too?I doubt it.They have an army to defend themselves.NOT that they prob wouldnt win.After all R not the Isreali's GOD's people?Except when they were to be taught a lesson,then GOD would have a foriegn army overtake & enslave the peoples!So many peoples have been killed in the name of GOD.Has GOD asked for this>?I highly doubt it.Peace n love is what we are supposed to be liveing & preaching & practicing isn't it?I mean if we R christians or muslims true to our faith-PEACE & LOVE should be what we wage-not wars n walls! PEACE N LOVE NOT WARS N WALLS EH FOLKS!!!

Sunday, January 04, 2009

Trying to Live Positively in a Negative World-

So ya it isn't easy being positive in a negative world these day's especially around the holiday season,as this is the time for family & friends to join each other in celebration of our Lord's birth.At least this is the premise,as i think christmas has lost its true meaning & has become far too comercial.As my folks are both deceased,along with a brothr & daughter my holidays have turned into nothing but misory for me as i stay by myself alone in my apt.Losing wieght isn't a problem for me as long as i smoke pot.Being HIV+ is hard enough,throw in addiction problems & a few others n well its no wonder i am single & alone.I have this woman jenifer taylor in my mind & i cannot escape her!She is so beautifull,breathtakingly so pretty i can now see Y angels would want to mate with human females.Of course she doesn't know i exist,isn't that the way of things eh?I am far too nervous to contact her,or talk to her,I am sure yu all know the feeling U get in your stomack when U R in love & U get close to that person?Ya u want to upchuk right?Well i look at her pics & it seems like she is looking right at me,& no one else!I know this isn't so,though,& theres not much of a chance of me ever getting a woman of her beauty,but its still nice to dream eh!k folks i will sign off now,& wish everyone a safe & prosperous new year filled with PEACE,LOVE & HAPPINESS!!!

Monday, November 24, 2008

Micro-chipping HIV+ Patient's Dangerous

Micro chipping HIV+ patients in ANY country is a dangerous !!If goverments start doing this,WHO will want to be tested for HIV-AIDs?This can & will set the whole movement back 20 yrs.We have made huge strides in finding meds to fight the hiv virus.Sure we still have a very long way to go,but,we must keep our faith strong & our hope alive,Trust in GOD & we will survive & thrive!Being HIV+ myself,not only is this AGAINST my religeon & beliefs,(666=number of the beast hand or forhead)but i believe this is setting a dangerous precedent.We MUST NOT allow micro-chipping of anyone,let alone those suffering from HIV-Aids.Where is the compassion here?Empathy?Peoples living with hiv are our sisters & brothers,fathers,mothers,aunts & uncles,grandpa's & grandma's!Will we wage WAR on them just because they smoke weed to help stop the nasea,vomiting,pain & generally make life alot easier to live with HIV-AIDs.PEACE N LOVE NOT WARS N WALLS EH FOLS!!!

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

OBAMA WINS-FIRST BACK PRESIDENT IN HISTORY OF USA!!!

THE FIRST ELECTED AFRICAN-AMERICAN PRESIDENT,BARRACK OBAMA -HAS BEEN ELECTED INTO OFFICE,DEFEATING JOHN MCAIN!THERE IS NOW NEW HOPE IN THE USA!THIS SHOULD HELP IN WORLD ECONOMY-I HOPE HE DOES SOMETHING ABOUT GLOBAL WARMING & SWITCH ALL ENGINES TO ELECTRIC-HYDROGEN-SOLAR-& WIND POWER!tHE SOONER WE DO THIS THE SOONER WE HAVE A CHANCE TO LIVE LONG & PROSPER!!!

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Just For Today-Russian Invasion Will Spark New Cold War !!!WW3,Here We Come!!!






Just for today i am clean.Just for today i thank my GOD Jehova,& His Son Jesus Christ our Lord & Savior.Where i get confused is if we R only supposed to worship GOD,Don't the prayers to Mary& the saints,count?I mean if we R to worship 1 GOD only,Then wat about the Trinity of the catholic faith?No idols R we to make,yet large statues adorn every catholic Church!Religeon has been the root cause of many a war & many a disagreement,but i think it is time we Practice alot more LOVE & Patience towards our fellow Human Being's!!!

So yes it's looking more n more like the march to world war 3 is well on it's way,& the clock of humanity is moved forward again,bringing us closer to the brink of Total Aniilation we stand at 11:50-with 12;00 being the End of the World.Man has increased his martch to his own end,building ever larger,more devestating weapons of mass destruction.now this Russian Invasion will B the start of another cold war,only this time things will steadily destableize & more countries will war with it's nieghbor.Wat a sad state of affairs we have left for our children!If they have a future,its not a pretty 1.Pollution levels steadily rise,& this will lead to our demise as the polar caps melt,oceans will rise an amazing 50 metres & all the fresh water will change the temp & water flow directions of our oceans.If the polar caps melt,the result will B the release of Trillions of TONNES of methane gas trapped into the frozen earth beneath the caps& this will lead to disasterous weather changes & the atmosphere will not be so breathable by that time.Sure am going to place my trust in GOD & his son with the holy spirit.trust in GOD & all will B ok,trust in the Lord everynight n day eh eh eh trust in the Lord & he will save the day!Trust in the Lord come what may,PEACE ,LOVE & HAPPINESS I SEND YOUR WAY!!!AMEN & HALALUYA!!!JESUS SAVES SO BELIEVE & B SAVED!!!PS.SAFE SEX SAVES LIVES SO SAVE A LIFE TODAY.THE LIFE U SAVE COULD B YOUR OWN IF U R SMART & USE A CONDOM!!!!PEACE N LOVE NOT WARS N WALLS EH FOLKS!!!

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Y R WE NOT SWITCHING FASTER?apology is better late then NEVER ej!






I MEAN we already lost thousands of jobs & should have seen this coming~!Gas is moving so high so fast that many peoples r just getting used to the new highs wen there R more highs everyday?Wen is it going to stop going up?This is costing us way too much & we should learn from this!Let us NOT throw away a good chance to help our envirement to heal.To rebuild our ozone layer!I must add my sincere best wishes & hopes for all the Native Peoples of this land!May they now prosper & grow into the great leaders that they R.Watchers of the forest,keeper 's of the sacred pipe,wanderers of the plains.Many of the native nations have for too long lived in poverty & squaler of 3rd world conditions here in their own lands.Today the harper gov apoligized for the schools that took native kids away from families & were often beaten for speaking in their native tongues.Sexual abuse was also rampant among residential schools envireons.may GODBLESS EACH & EVERYONE OF THEM WITH PEACE,LOVE & HOPE!

Monday, April 07, 2008

JUST FOR NOW-CAR CONF SOON!!!






Hi folks,well its been a month since my mom has passed on.I miss her alot.I miss all my loved ones that i have lost.Well the car conf is 2 weeks off.Montreal for 1 week,while staying at a posh hotel!Man i should have the best time ever!~Hope i can save some funds!!!Well the Leadership Alumni went really well,& Thomas ,my ,mentor,broke down & cried & so did I as a matter of fact.I had a vison while sitting there listening to peoples say how much Thomas & Ed have done for them.It seems like there was a light hanging just over peoples head,and as each 1 got up & talked,more lights seemed to shine & by the end the room was one huge glow!!!It was in my minds eye,i think.I am not really sure where this came from,myself maybe,although i have never seen anything like it in any picture or painting to date.It was a moving experience to sayu the least.almost as powerfull as the time when i was "touched"while waiting to be cleared back to my range just back from church-i had an overwhelming feeling like a huge weight was lifted off my shoulders,& the love i felt!The peace!The serenity!It was truly amazing anyways!k well PEACE N LOVE NOT WARS N WALLS EH FOLKS!!!

Friday, February 22, 2008

Off to The Soo To See Mom






Well i am heading out to the Soo at 11:00 to catch a bus to SSM to visit my Mother who is in Hosp.& doesnt have much longer to live life...I find myself praying for her to pass in her sleep & to feel no more pain.She has had to fight most of her life...but she was the easy going type,never one to make any waves & to be the first to settle any waves that did come up!ok folks i must go pack & get ready to call jim to drive me to the bus station.packing now to go to the soo & then NB then T.O>then back to suds then back to toronto then back to the soo holy moly will be very sick of bus rides after march is over!!!Well folks,PEACE N LOVE NOT WARS N WALLS EH FOLKS & REMEMBER =SAFE SEX SAVES LIVES SO SAVE A LIFE TODAY!!!THE LIFE YOU SAVE COULD BE YOUR OWN IF YOUR SMART AND WEAR A CONDOM!!!

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Saturday, January 12, 2008

COURT STRIKES DOWN REG ON AMOUNT POT GROWERS CAN GROW!ABOOT TIME EH!!!






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COURT STRIKES DOWN REG. ON POT GROWERS=ABOOT TIME EH~~~!!!!VOTE NDP & LETS LEGALIZE WEED!!!


strikes down regulation limiting growers of medical marijuana
Last Updated: Friday, January 11, 2008 | 12:45 AM ET
CBC News
Canadians who are prescribed marijuana to treat their illnesses will no longer be forced to rely on the federal government as a supplier following a Federal Court ruling that struck down a key restriction in Ottawa's controversial medical marijuana program.


The decision by Judge Barry Strayer, released late Thursday, essentially grants medical marijuana users more freedom in picking their own grower and allows growers to supply the drug to more than one patient.


It's also another blow to the federal government, whose attempts to tightly control access to medical marijuana have prompted numerous court challenges.


Currently, medical users can grow their own pot but growers can't supply the drug to more than one user at a time.


Lawyers for medical users argued that restriction effectively established Health Canada as the country's sole legal provider of medical marijuana.


They also said the restriction was unfair, and that it prevented seriously ill Canadians from obtaining the drug they needed to treat their debilitating illnesses.


In his decision, Strayer called the provision unconstitutional and arbitrary, as it "caused individuals a major difficulty with access…"

Ottawa must also reconsider requests made by a group of medical users who brought the matter to court to have a single outside supplier as their designated producer, Strayer said in his 23-page decision.

While the government has argued that medical users who can't grow their own marijuana can obtain it from its contract manufacturer, fewer than 20 per cent of patients actually use the government's supply, Strayer wrote.


"In my view it is not tenable for the government, consistently with the right established in other courts for qualified medical users to have reasonable access to marijuana, to force them either to buy from the government contractor, grow their own or be limited to the unnecessarily restrictive system of designated producers," he wrote.

Ron Marzel, a Toronto lawyer representing the group of medical users who brought the matter before the Federal Court, called the decision a "great remedy" for his clients.


"All this means is that the limit — the one-to-one ratio — it's the last nail in the coffin for that ratio," he said in an interview.


"The court has said, 'Look, unequivocally, this is unconstitutional, it's arbitrary. All the reasons you've provided us with so far for this one-to-one ratio, they don't pass muster. We don't buy it, we don't accept it."'

The provision had been struck down by the courts before, but was reinstated by the government who contracted Prairie Plant Systems Inc. in Flin Flon, Man., to provide the drug to patients./As a PHA that has to use pot in order to eat- i face RED TAPE & beaurocratic BS. by Drs the refuse to help,politicians throw their hands in the air & do nothing!!! i think the CAS should mandate that 1)pot access for patients, & subsidizing $ spent on medical pot-or reimbursing us at tax time~~!!!Housing is another big issue that need attention.PEACE N LOVE NOT WARS N WALLS EH FOLKS!!!!

Sunday, December 23, 2007

hiv+ warriors needed to create FRONT LINES of ATTACK in the WAR on HIV-AIDS!!!

We need poz peoples to start blogs,websites,vlogs,podcasts,keep a daily diary & tell others what living with HIV is really like!!!The more FRONT LINES WE CRESTE,THE BETTER OUR CHANCES OF WINNING THIS WAR AGAINST HIV-AIDS!!!So blog or scream & yell if u must-but just do it!!!BREAK THE SILENCE ON HIV-AIDS!!!